I can't stand to fucking live
With these thoughts in my head
And do i really even care if
I live or if i'm dead
Self destructive, overdose
Self medicate through the shit that i create
If it makes no difference
Then cut me a line
A few shots of jameson
And I'll be just fine
The only thing i fear
Are these demons of mine
I can't fucking sleep
When they're screaming all night
All these track marks
Won't tell you no lies
I'm never fucking happy
Till i start up a fight
Standing in the mens room
In front of the mirror
The room is fucking spinning
And i'm coughing up blood
Maybe i should just go home
I know i left you all alone
Why the fuck won't you pick up the phone
And what the hell is going on
Well maybe i'll have one more round
I got some demons that i need to drown
Maybe i should just go home
I know i left you all alone
Why the fuck won't you pick up the phone
And what the hell is going on
Well maybe i'll have one more round
I got some demons that i need to drown
Standing on a bridge with a pistol in my hand
Staring at the water thinking this is the end
I wanna be the man that you think i can be
But i was just a child when they took that choice from me
